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Time:02:12 pm
I got a letter from Madison. I was accepted! :) 

I was sitting at the Hard Rock Cafe in Boston when I found out from my dad. I immediately burst into tears and freaked out some people around me because they didn't know what was going on. They all started cheering when I finally told them. I went to the bathroom to clean up, and when I came out people I don't even know were congratulating me.  It was a really good feeling. 

After waiting for six months, I can finally breathe a sigh of relief.  :)
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Subject:Teehee!
Time:08:07 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
Aaahahahahahhaaaahahaha..hahahahah... aaahahahahahahaaahahahaheheheheheheeeahahahaha....*inhale*.... hahahahahahahahahahaha oh man hahahahaha...heh heh heh...heh heh.... heh..... *cough*... *suppressed giggle* ...*snort*... PFHAHAHAHAHA! AAAHAHAHA! *dies laughing* ...

...Okay, that was a little mean...

*giggle* :)
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Subject:APT
Time:04:00 pm
I got Jim DeVita's autograph... eee! :D
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Subject:eep...
Time:02:05 pm
Current Mood:scaredscared

Well, I officially submitted my college applications. I still have to take the papers in to guidance for my transcripts and such, and I have to wait for my letters of recomendation... but overall, I'm nervous as all hell.

Before I clicked the "submit your application" button, the thoughts were going through my head: Wow, I no longer have any control over going to Madison or not... it's up to them. 

Basically, my life is in their hands... and I am terrified.

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Time:12:50 pm
I just realized today that I can officially submit my college application to UW Madison in 13 days...

I'm applying for college in 13 days! They are soon going to decide whether or not I am going to be in Madison a year from now. I'm scared, nervous, anxious, excited... too many emotions rolled into one. 

I'm thinking, what if I don't make it? What if my application isn't good enough? Where am I going to go? I don't like any other college as much as I like UW Madison, and I don't want to go any where else! My fear is that I'm going to end up at Boo-U, and that scares the shit out of me. That college is good for some people, but it's not for me, and it's not where I want to go. I need a challenge, I don't want it to be easy. 

I still have 13 days to work on my application. Then all I can do is wait, I suppose.
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Subject:What an adventure!
Time:10:55 pm
Current Mood:tiredtired
I woke up this morning around 9 (I know, ridiculous), jumped in the shower, and headed over to Steph's. Her, her mother, Chelsey, Brandi and her sister, and I decided to go shopping in Madison today. We didn't actually get to East Towne until around noon, but we enjoyed the ride by making fun of other drivers.

The first store we go into the alarm starts going off. So, we're all "what the frick" and all embarrassed, but whatever. It does the same as we're leaving... when I walk through. I figure the alarm is just retarded, because obviously I didn't steal anything. Well, after this happens again, I realize that I have a DVD in my purse that is making it go off... ah! So Steph's mom trecks it to the car to put it away. She really is a lovely lady. Then I has Sbarro and I was happy.

It was actually a very successful day, as far as shopping goes. I don't usually get a lot of stuff because I never find anything worth buying, but today I got plenty of things. Unfortunately, Victoria's Secret was closed, which is really annoying because I have a $40 gift card there that I was planning on using. >.< blargh. Oh well! At least I got a Peter David book from Barnes and Noble. I'm satisfied with that. 

The drive home in the Fedderly car was pretty amusing. Everyone for the exeption of Steph was wearing their pimp new hoodies and sweet sunglasses. Yeah, Steph sucks. I think Chelsey may be one of the funniest kids I've ever met. "You should have bought polka-dotted pants." "Hi, Dad." "YOU DID?!" ... Hahaha, Oh, Chelsey. :)

Since we didn't have enough shopping, we went to the Dells when we got back. After a stop at Kohl's, we headed over to Tanger and chilled over there for a while. Steph and I found these amazing massage chairs. Ohmigah... one of the most amazing experiences /ever/. 3 minutes of pure amazingness. It's very sad, I give massages a lot, but I never get one in return. I have a new love for that chair. *sniffle* It understands my pain. 

H'enyway, we went on the strip and got ice cream that was delicious. We happened to see a male quartet singing on a corner! So, of course, we stopped and listened for a while. It was amazing and made me happy. They sang "Under the Boardwalk," amoung others, and it sounded lovely. It's really cool that 4 older men still get together doing something they enjoy and are able to perform for people as well.  

Heh, we left after this and Chelsey and I rocked out to "Crazy Bitch," "Fuck the Pain Away," and "I Believe in a Thing Called Love" on the way out of the Dells. I dropped her off, came home, and here I sit telling my story. Boring and random, I know. But I enjoyed it! :)

I have my first rehearsal for my solo dance for competition tomorrow. Horray! :)
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Subject:Flippin dance team
Time:08:42 pm
I can become really bitchy when the time calls for it.  Basically when people are retarded and piss me off. Now, we have one practice left before our first game. We look okay, but we don't look great. I, personally, don't want to go out there looking like shit, especially when it's the first game. I want to be good, I want people to think we're good and to look forward to seeing us. 

Which brings me to my point: it's okay to goof off every once in a while, but when you need to pay attention and get to work... stop fucking around. It really pisses me off when we're trying to fix a problem and people stop and chit-chat instead of getting in formation. It also makes me irate when people start screaming and running around in circles in the middle of a dance because of a bee... It's a fucking bee. Leave it alone, you'll be fine. "What? What formation are we in? What part are we doing?" PAY THE FUCK ATTENTION. 

*fumes*

.....

The music doesn't work on the ipod, either. We're going to have to use the CD... if that doesn't work, I don't know what we're going to do.  Coach said that if the music stops, it's up to the captiain (me) to keep counting so we can finish the dance. How embarrassing is that. I would rather walk off then have to finish a dance by counts. *sigh*  I realy hope the CD works.

The first game is Friday, we'll see what happens.
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Subject:Seriously.
Time:02:47 pm

Okay, now I'm just annoyed. Called off of work two nights in a row? C'mon. Once was sweet, but now it's just annoying.

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Subject:*sigh*
Time:11:44 am
It was really nice out last night. In fact, it was actually kind of chilly. Considering how hot it has been lately, it was a quick change. It just seemed like a dramatic change in weather... and it actually made me sad, or anxious. Things like that make me realize how fast time is going by, and makes me feel like I'm missing something.  

Summer is almost over and I have to go back to school, which is going to be shit.  I don't even understand how things are changing so dramatically...  but I won't go into that.  There are some people at the Cove that I've become close to, and I know there are a few that I will probably never talk to again.  I don't like making friends and then never speak to them again, it's frustrating.  Last night was our last Halo for the summer, which makes me uber sad.  I gave Eric a hug goodbye, and that's when it hit me that him and Ash aren't going to be living here anymore. I mean, I know they'll be visiting and I'll probably be talking to them daily and such, but even Ash said that's it's weird that she's not planning on living long-term in her house any more.  I don't know, I just hate change and it's really hard for me to cope with it.

However, I still have Dance Team (I made captain, which is sweet) and the musical to look forward to, and I'll finally be graduating this year... Scary thought. I've made some good friends over the summer and caught up with some old ones. I've been learning a new language and can officially read and speak Polish(or Polski, rather).  It's been a good summer, I know, but it's coming to an end. Everyone's leaving and I'm still stuck in Reedsburg.

Oh well. Just got to suck it up and deal with it, I guess.
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Subject:Well, Anthony made me feel guilty, so...
Time:01:30 am
Well, I don't really have much going on. I've been working plenty, but that's going to suck soon.  I don't know when everyone leaves for college, but I'm sure I'm going to end up working with Patsy and the likes for the last week or so. Oh well, I've been learning lots of Polish with Monika and (partially) Arek. Which reminds me, I found out that if I get accepted to UW Madison, they will be offering a Polish class for beginners. I'm relatively excited about that... we'll see if I still plan on doing that once I get there. 

Dance team is amazing, I'm so glad that it started up again. Other than a few minor details, I'm loving it. The first dance that we're doing is a dance that Megan and I choreographed. I'm excited, we still have a few weeks to prepare it and it's already looking good! I'm still slightly nervous for the first game, however. I'm not sure how the crowd is going to react. But! Arek and Monika managed to get off work and are coming to the game. I can't tell you how excited Arek is... I mean really, who wouldn't be excited about seeing the Reedsburg Beavers play football? For serious. Anyway, 007 Casino Royale is the homecoming theme this year and Shawn McCauley is choreographing a routine to 007 music for us. I'm relatively excited. We're choosing team captain this week. Cross your fingers for me! :) 

Other than that, my summer is pretty calm. My car is starting to blow balls, which is /awesome/ because I need it for at least another year. I'm getting a laptop, which I'm super excited about. Uuum, I've been chillin' at Steph's, Halo-ing, random dates in the Dells with Ash, and hanging out online otherwise.  

Exciting, I know.
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